I AM TOTALLY DISAPPOINTED IN MYSELF!! REALLY.. I MAKE SOMEONE THAT HAVE A FRAGILE HEART CRIED.. OH GOSH! I CANT BELIEVE IT... I WAS REALLY SHOCKED, TREMENDOUS SHOCKED.. I FEEL SO GUILTY ABOUT IT. eventhought the person told me that he/she is fine but i dun quite believe it. SUDDENLY I FEEL THAT I AM USELESS AND HEARTLESS...... MY BRAIN HAVE BREAKDOWN ALREADY... REALLY.. I AM MENTALLY AND PHYSICALLY TIRED... I WONDER WHERE IS THE LAST TIME ME? WHY AM I DIFFERENT FROM LAST TIME? IDK.. REALLY... HAIX... HOPE THAT HE/SHE WILL BE REALLY REALLY FINE.. IF NOT..HAIX...

I FEEL LIKE CRYING TOOO.. I THINK I AM ABIT CRAZY ALREADY.. NO COCKCROACH AT ALL, ITS JUST A SHADOW I TOT IT IS. AND I SCREAM.. THRICE IN 30MINS.. I AM CRAZY LE!!! I need to visit Hougang chalet le.