My saddest Full shift ever... i feel sooo sad tonight until i cried. the reason is i saw calvin teaching ben how to do cashiering. i feel soo hurt. i work in bossini for 3 months liao but i haven even have a chance to learn how to do cashiering. ben only work for a week and he have the opportunity to do it and also learn it... when i saw calvin teaching him, my heart feel so pain.. i was like damn sad and disappointed, i wanted to learn for a long time already. i thought that they will teach me first but calvin teach ben first. this prove that i am useless... he dont even think of teaching me.. that also means that ben has the ability to do cashier and i dont have... i am just a so call "MAID" in 837. a useless and a extra one. i really cannot tolerate when i saw calvin teaching ben cashiering, so i called junwei to tell him.. i chatted with him for a while and he console me, i sms shirley too.. she also explain to me and also console me..she understand how i feel. thank you shirley. feel really damn sad and hurt. i really ignore calvin totally.. he talk to me, i didnt answer.. i kept damn quiet.. coz i am really very disappointed.. i realy cry. the feeling is horrible...

Today i wake up at about 8am. after my daily routine, my dad send me to Paya Lebar MRT station and i took the green line to outram park and change to purple line to chinatown. i reach at about 930am... early uh? so i went to mcdonald to wait for shirley.. shirley came at 950am.. we open the shop together. hahhas.. chatted a lot also... she is cute and understanding. hahahs... so keep working until calvin tap in. den funny things happen joke a lot with shirley and calvin but at night sad things happen la... i almost need to compensate a ladies jeans again.. luckily calvin help me, if not i really die la!! thanks and hate him too.. hahahs.. soo.. after work. my dad came and fetch me home. thats all for today.